
I want to get married a couple of years from now, if God keeps me alive and healthy until then, hehe. I don’t mess around with girls, so I won’t be missing much if I become faithful to one woman for the rest of my life. I also don’t go out much with friends, I’m more of a home person. I don’t want to be old when my kids get to high school either, if God would bless me with kids. I’m also really done from those love games and stupid relationships, it’s time to settle down. The house is ready, the money, the cars, the driver. I just need to be mentally and spiritually ready for it and ready for the responsibilities ahead. I need to find the real right girl, not a girl who’s spoiled mentally and materialistically. I don’t want to get married to a girl then learn something twisted about her afterwards. Don’t want to love a girl based on her family or status either, love that is based on that is bound to collapse, and if not collapse then live to the end as a lie till it bites both partners in the heart. I want a game geek who loves Japan, a sweet heart crazy girl. After marriage I’ll leave replying to blog comments, twitter and emails to my wife and disconnect my self from humanity, which is something I always wanted to do once I have the person I love with me, hehe. I’ll also start a project with her, and do some crazy traveling all the time to keep the marriage alive and exciting. I feel like it’s going to happen real soon, and it feels weird. Very weird. Like I’m disconnecting my self from every girl I ever knew and all my past and old feelings and friends, as if my past never mattered. But I learned from all those experiences, so it wasn’t a waste. I’ll have to go through the dreadful Kuwaiti marriage celebration though, shaking hands with strangers and taking embarrassing pictures. But if that’s what it takes to get married, then so be it. It’s the final boss stage before getting the kiss from the princess, hehe.